Pentecost
June 8, 2014
Acts 2:1-21
The
disciples were feeling, once again, abandoned. Apprehensive. Uncertain about
their future. They believed in new life – Jesus had shown them the power of that
when he rose from the dead, now some two months ago. They knew that God could
do great things, bringing newness and growth out of deaths and dead ends. They
believed in this Risen Lord, Jesus, and in his power, even if he did not look
much like the Messiah they had expected. But now this Messiah had departed from
them once again – had left earth on a cloud, before their very eyes, and
ascended into heaven. He had promised them that he would not leave them
orphaned and alone, and in fact promised specifically that he would send them a
Holy Spirit, an Advocate, who would instill power in them, and make them
witnesses. They had left that strange encounter confused, but hopeful, and they
went straight away to a find a place to pray, along with several others,
including certain women. For ten days now, they had prayed fervently, prayed
that this promised Holy Spirit would come, and they wouldn’t feel orphaned any
longer.
* * *
There is nothing quite like sitting
with 500 people in silent prayer together, knowing that every person there is
praying for the same thing: for the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of discernment and
power and activity and gifts, to move among us and lift up a leader, a bishop,
for the Church. This sort of silence is not passive; indeed there is no
stillness that is more active. As I sat with over 400 voting members plus
visitors at our Synod Assembly this week, the presence of the Holy Spirit was
palpable in a
mission statement says that, “We are a resurrection people who pray first…” and so of course we prayed before, during and after each of the five ballots cast for bishop. The way such an election works, at least for our synod, is that a number of candidates – in our case, six – were nominated several months ago, and at Synod Assembly there are five ballots cast, each one eliminating one or more candidates until we have a bishop. Before each vote, we heard each candidate answer a question – about their personal faith, about their vision for the Church and the synod, etc. – and then we took time in silent prayer, and then cast our vote, and then we prayed some more. With six excellent candidates, each ballot we cast caused me much anxiety, as I listened fervently for the Spirit to tell me which would be the man or woman to lead this Synod, this Church, into the future.
* * *
After ten days of fervent prayer with
others in the community, the disciples found themselves, on the day of Pentecost,
all together in one place. And suddenly there was this sound, like strong,
forceful gale of wind – no one could tell where it was from, but it seemed to
come from heaven. It filled the whole building. Then, like a wildfire, the Holy
Spirit spread through the entire group, and they started speaking in a number
of different languages, as the Spirit gave them ability. Jesus had promised
them the power of the Holy Spirit, and finally, after much prayer, it had come
– and what an entrance!
* * *
By Tuesday morning, we had whittled
down our pool of bishop candidates from six to two: the current bishop, Marie
Jerge, and Pastor John Macholz, who is the pastor of Atonement Lutheran Church
in Brighton and has served for many years as the dean of our Rochester area
conference. Both were excellent options – Bishop Jerge has served the synod
faithfully for 12 years and navigated it with grace through
* * *
When the Divine Wind came sweeping
through that place on that Pentecost morning, people didn’t know what to make
of it. What was this thing? They had not experienced something like this
before! Finally, Peter stood up, and reminded them what the prophet Joel had
said: “I will give my Spirit to everyone. Your sons and your daughters will
prophesy. Your young men will see visions, and your old men will have dreams.
In those days I will give my Spirit to my servants, both men and women, and
they will prophesy. I will work miracles in the sky above and wonders on the
earth below.” And then Peter urged them to be baptized in this Spirit. So began
the Church.
* * *
When it came time to cast that last
ballot for who would be the next bishop of our Church, I knew with certainty
that Pastor Macholz was our next bishop. While I had cast votes for other
candidates on earlier ballots with anxiety and uncertainty, this one I knew was
right. And though I checked the box with sadness, because a vote for John meant
a vote to send my friend to live in a different city, I also checked it with
gratitude that the Spirit had spoken so clearly and powerfully to me through
this man. I checked it with excitement about how God would use him to bring
about God’s mission. I checked it with hope for the future of our Church.
I was not at all surprised, then,
when the results came back and Pastor John Macholz was elected by a significant
margin as our next bishop. I was, however, completely surprised and overwhelmed
by the immense variety of emotions going on in and around me. As a brief
escape, I pulled out my phone, like any good
millennial, and opened Facebook.
The first post that appeared was from one of my dearest friends, who posted the
birth announcement and picture of her first daughter, Ottilia Gracia. She was
born last Sunday morning. It was not lost on me that my first look at the world
outside of this assembly was of a new birth, a new life, whose middle name
means Grace.
Otillia Gracia, born June 1, 2014 |
The theme of this year’s Synod
Assembly was “Going Public: Poured Out for the World.” Truly we experienced how
God makes that happen. We celebrated baptism, and reflected on how those
baptismal waters prepare us to be poured out for the world, serving others and
being witnesses to God’s love and grace. We learned about how our synod is
poured out for the world through the many missions and ministries going on
around upstate NY, from hunger appeals, to youth ministry, to camps, to
Disaster Relief, to the Malaria Campaign. And we experienced the Holy Spirit
being poured out on us and on our leaders – not in quite the same way as
Pentecost some 2000 years ago, but in a way that was meaningful to this Church
today.
Bishop Elect John Macholz and his wonderful wife, Lin. |
I won’t remember everything that our
new bishop said that day, but I will not soon forget the power behind his
speech. He said himself that this whole experience was a lesson in getting out
of the way and letting the Spirit do the work. In fact, he confessed to me
later that his prayer each time he was asked a question during the public
Q&A time was, “I hope you have something to say through me, because at this
moment, I’ve got nothing.” He left it completely to the Spirit. And that is
what we are to remember this Pentecost: that when we were baptized, the power
of the Holy Spirit came on us, and when we are willing to get out of the way
and let that Spirit be poured through us out onto the world, we might just be
surprised. Newness can come. Growth can come. Transformation can come. And we
may find ourselves in a new and unexpected position to be poured out for the
world.
Let us pray. Holy Spirit, we give you thanks for how you have moved through the
world, and through us. Make us always open to your movement and the newness
that you bring. In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.
Amen.
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