3rd Sunday of Easter
April 19, 2015
Luke 24:36b-48
Alleluia! Christ is risen! Christ is risen indeed! Alleluia!
True
confession: I really struggled with this Gospel text this week. As many times
as I read it, all it did was overwhelm me. I mean, it’s got some good stuff in
there, but every time I got to something I could sink my teeth into, it seemed
it bounced over to something else. It is an exhausting text to read! Just look
at this line in the middle: “While in their joy [the disciples] were
disbelieving and still wondering, [Jesus] said to them, ‘Have you anything to
eat?’” In one sentence, we have joy, disbelief, confusion/wonder, and hunger.
No wonder I’m overwhelmed!
Maybe I’m
especially overwhelmed because this week has been emotional for me, as I have
endured a very frustrating illness that has knocked me on my back, all while
trying to get my feet
back on the ground after Holy Week and Easter and manage
the increasing physical and hormonal effects of pregnancy. And this brief
passage from the Bible only exacerbates all of the varying emotions I am
experiencing. Sometimes I want to read the Bible and find solace and escape
from life’s troubles, not just more of the same!
Supper at Emmaus, by He Qi |
Well, that’s
just it: sometimes the Bible does serve as a mirror, reflecting back to you
exactly what you are experiencing in real life. And sometimes this is a good
thing, because it helps us to feel less alone knowing that our struggles are
some of the very same struggles that people have been enduring for generations.
God was present to God’s people back then, and continues to be present to us
today.
But sometimes the Bible’s ability to
be a mirror for us is also frustrating, because it is too much like the life we
are trying to escape, and because it forces us to look deeply at the things in
our lives or in our relationship with God that are lacking, places where we
need to do some work. And I suppose, given my reaction to this passage this
week, that this is exactly what this passage is trying to do for me, and maybe
for you as well.
Recognizing
that a passage might have something important to say to you is a really
important step in letting it say its piece. Do you notice what Jesus’ response
is to the disciples’ myriad emotional reactions to his presence among them? Luke
tells us, “he opened their minds to understand
the scriptures.” This is such an
important thing to remember. There are a lot of passages in the Bible out there
with which we are quite familiar, and we think, “Oh yes, I know this one,” and
then only hear from it what we already know or expect to hear. We are not open
to the possibility that God might be saying something new to us, even in
well-known and well-loved passages of scripture. On the other hand, there are
many passages out there that are not at all familiar to us (even if we have
read them before!), and when we first look at them and are confused, we dismiss
them and say, “Oh, this one is weird. I’ll read something else that is more
familiar.” (Anyone guilty of that?!) But these, too, if we go into reading them
prayerfully, have the wonderful potential of helping us see and know something
new about God and how God works in our lives.
So with all that in mind, let’s see
what God might be saying to us in this emotionally-riddled, fast-paced and
confusing passage. In other words, rather than tell you about experiencing
Jesus in the scriptures, we’re going to actually try to experience it. Could
you please get out a pen or pencil and your bulletin and open it to the Gospel
reading? I’m going to read this again, just the first half, and while I read, I’ll
ask you to circle or underline any word or phrase that strikes you, that God may
be using to speak to you this day. (Not necessarily one you like! Just one that
jumps out at you.) Before we read, I’ll say a prayer. Then you listen and
follow along while I read…
Let us pray.
God of life, speak to us through your Word, so that we might hear what you have
to say to us this day. Amen.
“Peace
be with you.” They were startled and terrified, and thought that they were
seeing a ghost. He said to them, “Why are you frightened and why do doubts
arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet; see that it is I myself.
Touch me and see; for a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I
have.” And when he said this, he showed them his hands and his feet. While in
their joy they were disbelieving and still wondering, he said to them, “Have
you anything to eat?” They gave him a piece of broiled fish, and he took it and
ate in their presence.
Would anyone
like to share what word or phrase God used to speak to you today? …
Whatever
your word or phrase is, hold it in prayer for a moment. In fact, I hope you
will hold it the rest of the day or week, and pray with it, trying to figure
out what God might be saying to you in it. To show you how you might do this, I
will invite you to walk with me through my own process. First I notice (that’s
what we just did). Then I figure out what feelings that word or phrase brings
up in me. Is it positive or negative? Name the feelings. And third, what might
God be saying to me this
day through my reaction? Why do I feel those feelings?
What work is to be done there?
Okay, here goes:
First, here’s
what I noticed when I read this: I noticed how very present in so many ways
Jesus is to the disciples. The specific phrase is, “Touch me and see.” Jesus is
to the disciples wholly, even carnally present and able to be experienced
through the senses.
Second, what feelings does this bring
up in me? I suppose it is a mix of gratitude for that presence, but also
jealously. It makes me long to experience the resurrected Christ in such a
physical way as those disciples did. I want to touch and see. I want to give
him broiled fish. I want to see his hands and feet so that I will have that
concrete experience to fuel my faith in a God I believe to be “Emmanuel,” God
with us, but who, if we’re being honest, sometimes is present in a way that can
be hard to understand. We often talk about how God is with us, but this passage
takes that to a whole new level. I want to be at that level, because sometimes,
when I am feeling the stew of emotions that the disciples are clearly feeling
in this passage, it is hard to discern where God is in the mix. I want it to be
so simple as “touch and see,” so I can be sure.
Finally, third, what might this
phrase be saying to me this day? As I sit with my longing, the question that
emerges for me moves from, “Why don’t I get that concrete experience?” to,
“What concrete experiences of Christ’s presence are right in front of me, but I
am missing them because I am distracted by my complexity of emotions, or my
to-do list, or whatever it is that seems so pressing?”
There are many possible answers to
that question – and this could easily become a sermon about seeing Christ in my
neighbor, or about seeing Christ in the signs of new life that are all around
me on a daily basis. And those are true things that are worth preaching about,
some other day. But standing in this sanctuary with all of you at this time,
the answer that immediately leaps to mind is this [point to communion]. So many
of Christ’s post-resurrection appearances happen in the context
of a meal. A
meal is such a sensory experience, where we see one another, smell the food,
touch it to our tongues, taste its goodness, and hear words of grace. And that
is why, 2000 years later, we continue to celebrate the presence of the risen Christ
in the context of a meal – where we can “touch and see,” taste, smell, and hear
the goodness of the Lord. It is this sensory, concrete, carnal experience of
Christ that provides us with strength and fuel for our faith. How easy that can
be to forget, but how important it is to remember!I will continue to hold these words in my heart, and let Christ continue to “open my mind to understand the scriptures,” and I hope you will hold whatever phrase God brought to you this morning and do the same, first noticing, then naming your feelings about it, then considering what God is saying to you in it. Thanks be to God that the risen Christ is alive and well in our hearts and in the Word, always moving us toward deeper understanding of our God and of ourselves. Alleluia! Christ is risen! Christ is risen indeed! Alleluia! In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.
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