Lent 1A – Temptation and the first commandment
March 5, 2017
Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-7
Matthew 4:1-11
I recently
took an online quiz to see what kind of millennial I am. (I’m an “engaged
idealist,” if you wondered…) One of the questions showed a picture of a very
cool looking guy in front of a hot car, and asked if I thought what car you
drive is a way to project to the world what kind of person you are. I scoffed
and quickly marked no. The quiz gave me a chance to explain my answer, and as I
did, I discovered that my quick, judgey answer wasn’t exactly true. While I’d
like to think I choose my vehicles not for the image they project, but rather, for
their environmental friendliness and how well it suits my lifestyle and needs, I
also recognize that that is a sort of
image I want to project: I want to be “the kind of person who would drive a
Prius.” That is, I want people to see what I drive, and be able to discern my
values based on that impression. I now drive a Subaru Outback, and I like that
it says, “I’ve got a family whose safety I care about, and an interest in loading
up the car and going places!” (even though I don’t like that also says, “And I
only get half as many miles to a gallon as someone in Prius…”).
The point is this: we sometimes do
wrap our identity up in the things we own, the clothes we wear, the job we
have, or the activities we participate in.
Now that, in itself, is not a bad
thing. I recently visited my best friend in Cleveland and met one of her local
friends. They became friends originally because they discovered that not only
do they have kids of similar age, they also both have a strangely deep passion
for guinea pigs. In fact, her friend had a picture of her guinea pig tattooed
on her chest! I remember my friend told me about that tattoo, and said, “I knew
we would be great friends!” That’s how we make friends, right? We find people
with similar interests and values. That is not a bad thing.
When it becomes a bad thing is when
we are tempted, first, to find our primary identity there, and second, when we
are tempted to make those interests, people, items, even values into our
primary source of comfort, providence, and refuge – that is, when we make them
into a sort of god, or idol.
Let’s look at that second temptation
first, the one about finding comfort and refuge in our people, interests, and
things. I think this is exactly what is at play in two of our scripture
readings today. First, we have this famous story about Adam and Eve. Adam and
Eve are happy in the garden. It is just them, and God, and God’s beautiful
creation. Until the serpent comes along and convinces them that they are
unsatisfied, that they need more in life, that indeed it is possible for them
to have so much more that they would actually be like God. And here we have the
first temptation: the temptation to make our own gods, even, to make ourselves
and our opinions and our desires into our god, placing it higher in importance
than other people and ideas, even, maybe, higher than God.
I suppose that’s why God made the
first commandment a counter to this, original sin: I am the Lord your God. You
shall have no other gods before me. Like so many of the commandments, I
think at first that I’m fine on this one – I am a Christian, and I don’t
worship any other god. But then you start exploring what constitutes as a
“god,” and things get a little more complicated. Luther describes this in his
Large Catechism: “A ‘god,’” he says, “is the term for that to which we are to
look for all good and in which we are to find refuge in all need. Therefore, to
have a god is nothing else than to trust and believe in that one with your
whole heart… Anything on which your heart relies and depends, I say, that is
really your God.”
Suddenly, with this broader
definition of god, we are in trouble. For we look all kinds of places to find
those things – comfort, goodness, trust. I mean, I think God is certainly in
the mix for all of us, but not the only source. We depend on world leaders to
promise us safety and security, we lean on our spouse for comfort, we look to
children to bring meaning to life, we rely on our possessions and our jobs to
provide identity and projection of that identity to the world. Can God work
through all of those things? Sure, of course. But also sometimes God does not
work through those things, and we still look to them as if they can provide us
with what only God can provide.
“Anything on
which your heart relies and depends,” Luther says, “that is really your God.” And
this is what Jesus shows us today in our Gospel lesson, totally countering what
we see from Adam and Eve and in our own lives. Jesus has just fasted for forty
days and nights and is, Matthew tells us, famished. In his weakened state, the
devil thinks he will surely be easy to persuade, and so he gives it a try,
playing to all of Jesus’ weakest points and greatest needs. First, he
goes for
the low-hanging fruit: Jesus’ hunger, the most pressing, physical need that
Jesus has in that moment. Then he takes aim at Jesus’ ego, inviting him to show
off a little. Finally he goes for that oh-so-familiar human taste for power.
Any one of us would gladly have given in (perhaps, we have given in, in our own ways, at some point in our lives!), but
not Jesus. In each case, Jesus points not to himself and his abilities, not to
his high moral and ethical standards, not to anyone or anything around him –
no, he points again and again to God.
“Anything on which your heart relies and depends,” Luther says, “that is
really your God.” And Jesus shows us this in spades, as he again and again
turns and clings to the power of God.
“I am the
Lord your God. You shall have no other gods before me.” The first commandment.
And it is first for a reason: because all the rest of the commandments show us
what it looks like when God is, in fact, that on which your heart relies and
depends, over all else. In other words, all the rest of the commandments are an
expression of having a core identity based not on external things, but on the
fact that you are a child of God. How tempting, and how initially easy, it is
to base our identity on the things of this world – possessions, jobs, friends,
where you live, what you drive, the size of your bank account, your affinity
for animals or the outdoors, even family. But all of these things, in the end,
are passing. They are ephemeral. They are not, finally, who you are.
Someone told
me this week that her company had been hacked, and all the W-2s of the
employees had been stolen. She said, with sadness, “So, my identity was
stolen.” But then smiled slightly and added, “But, my identity in Christ was
untouched.”
And that’s
really it, isn’t it? Who you are is not defined by the world, and it cannot be
stolen or changed by the world – no matter what temptations you might face, or
even, what temptations you might give into. Who you are is defined by whose you are: you are a baptized and
beloved child of God. That is not ephemeral. It doesn’t come and go with the
times or the stock market or whoever occupies the Oval Office or what car or
outfit or gadget is hip right now. It cannot be stolen by hackers, or by
bullies, or by cheating partners or misbehaving kids, or by devastating illness.
Our God, and God’s promise to us that we are beloved children, stands – no
matter what.
Let us pray…
God, you are our one and only God. Help
us look to you for all good; when we are in need, help us to find refuge in
you; help us to trust and believe in you with our whole hearts, to rely and
depend on you whatever temptations may come our way. And may we always know
that our identity is and always will be that we are yours. In the name of the
Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.
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