The following is what I wrote for my church newsletter for April, as we prepare to do a procession of palms for the first time in recent memory.
I’ve always
been a church nerd. That comes with the territory for at least some “PKs”
(pastor’s kids). I have many fond church memories. But all my favorite worship memories
come from Holy Week. I got a little excited each year on Ash Wednesday, only to
be disappointed that I had to wait six more weeks for the really good stuff
that would come later. (See, I told you – church nerd.) The Stripping of the
Altar on Maundy Thursday filled me with wonder as my mom hauntingly chanted
Psalm 22 from the back, and I was enchanted by the gorgeous a cappella music
filling the darkening space as we heard John’s Passion on Good Friday (even as
my brother and I always snickered about the particular tone with which the
local Episcopal priest always read the line, “Now Barabbas was involved in a
rebellion.”).
Yup, I
loved it all. But right up there with my favorite things about Holy Week was
the Procession of Palms that kicked it off each year. Even though we had to get
there soooo early so mom could sing
in the choir, I loved the unique opportunity to gather outside the church to
hear the processional gospel. I loved singing those first stanzas of All Glory Laud and Honor outside in the
sun, and walking into the sanctuary to hear the organ already blasting the
tune. I loved feeling, even as kid, like I was a part of something cool, something the whole congregation was doing
and I was just as important as anyone else there. I loved waving my palm frond
and belting out, “to whom the lips of children made sweet hosannas ring!” I
loved that it was a little bit confusing and chaotic, because I imagined it
probably felt that way at the first “Palm Sunday” too. It was all so different,
so physical, so visceral, so real.
As I grew
in faithful maturity, I also grew to love the meaning of the event: that we
were, in essence, following Jesus himself into his beloved Jerusalem. We were
beginning Holy Week by not only saying we would follow Jesus to the cross and
beyond, but we were actually doing it.
How stark it was, then, to hear the Passion directly following, to shout those
congregational lines in the drama (“Crucify him!”) so soon after we had
joyfully followed him to what people did not yet know would be his death. As The Manual on the Liturgy states, “As a
prelude to the reading of the passion, the procession with palms provides for
an appropriate outburst of joy which does not lose sight of the solemn goal of
Jesus’ triumphal entry. He rides to die.”
Over the
years, the Procession with Palms, a tradition which began in the 4th
century, became an essential event for my own piety, a chance to pray and repent,
praise and lament with my whole body in preparation for the Holy Three Days to
come. This year at St. Paul’s, the Worship and Music Committee decided to do a
Procession with Palms on Palm Sunday. I’m sure it will be a little chaotic –
just like Jesus’ actual entry into Jerusalem. I suspect it will be a bit
confusing – just like the whole premise of Jesus’ passion can be for us. And I
also trust it will be incredibly joyful – as any opportunity to join with the
church across time and place to praise God ought to be!
I very much
look forward to walking with you into the sanctuary, and through the holy days
leading up to Christ’s death and resurrection, for the first time this year.
May God bless us richly as we contemplate Christ’s Holy Passion, and step
together into newness of life.
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