Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Sermon: Joseph's story (Dec. 22, 2019)


Advent 4A
December 22, 2019
Matthew 1:18-25

INTRODUCTION
This fourth and last Sunday of Advent in the year of Matthew is the Sunday of Emmanuel, God with us. We hear it first in Isaiah, and then again in Matthew, when the evangelist will quote the very same Isaiah text we’re about to hear to give validity to this strange pregnancy that has just been discovered. So, here’s a little context for both Isaiah and Matthew.
King Ahaz is one of many kings who did not trust the Lord. In this text, he is fearfully anticipating an attack from a foreign king, and rather than trusting God when God says that everything is going to be fine, he seeks out help from an enemy nation, the Assyrians, to fight back. Yet still, God promises a sign: a child born of a virgin whose name will be Emmanuel.
Even though Ahaz doesn’t trust God and heed this sign, that prophecy hangs in the air for several centuries… until another virgin, this one named Mary, becomes pregnant with a child. Joseph plans to “take care” of things, and just dismiss her quietly, so as not to draw attention to it and cause as little damage to their respective reputations as possible. To calm Joseph’s fears, an angel hearkens back to Isaiah’s prophecy, as if to say, “You see? God makes good on God’s promises. Trust in God, Joseph, not yourself.”
In both of these texts, the men involved, Ahaz and Joseph, find themselves in tough places, where it would seem much easier to trust their human means than to trust the crazy thing God is doing. So as you listen, recall a time when you have been in such a spot, and found it difficult to trust God, a time you maybe tried instead just to take care of things yourself without consulting with God about it... Where and how did God show up in those times? Let’s listen.
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Grace to you and peace from God our Father and our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
King Ahaz of Judah is in a pretty tough spot. You see, an enemy army is marching toward Judah and is ready to attack, and Ahaz and his people are pretty terrified. But God is watching over them – God sends Isaiah to bring a message of hope to Ahaz, assuring him that the disaster he fears will not come to pass. Yay!
Ahaz doesn’t believe it. So, God says, “Well ask for a sign, then – any sign! – and I will grant it to prove to you that I mean it.” Ahaz feigns piety: “Oh Lord, I just couldn’t possibly do that.” God sighs a deep, divine sigh, and says, “Fine, then. I’m gonna give you a sign anyway, alright? You don’t believe what you hear? Maybe you’ll believe what you see. A child will be born, whose name literally means, “God is with you,” and by the time that child is two years old [that’s the agreed-upon age of when kids know good from evil], by the time he is two, those kings coming after you will no longer be an issue.”
Pretty sweet offer. But Ahaz still doesn’t believe it, and still seeks aid from a foreign nation. Ahaz could not or would not trust in God’s promise; instead, he reacts in fear. Consequently, the kingdom is conquered by the very powers from whom Ahaz had sought help. His lack of trust is what sowed the seeds for his own kingdom’s destruction.
To be honest, I can’t blame Ahaz. He was afraid, and feared his kingdom would be demolished, and like we are all prone to do, he trusted himself more than he trusted God. He turned to his own devices, ideas that felt much more concrete than simply, “Trust, and God will take care of it.” I get it. I can’t say for sure that I wouldn’t have done the same thing… that I haven’t done the same thing sometimes, in the situations I face in my own life.
         Isaiah’s prophecy lingers for the next 800 years or so, as Israel continues to long for that child, that promise of Emmanuel. Many centuries later, another virgin conceives, one named Mary, who is betrothed to a carpenter named Joseph. Have you ever wondered how that conversation went? The one where Mary told Joseph she was pregnant, and that it wasn’t his, and furthermore that the Father was God… I suspect it didn’t go too well. Matthew doesn’t tell us much about Joseph’s reaction, leaving us plenty of space to guess and imagine. But there are some extrabiblical sources that give us a little more information. The Infancy Gospel of James, allegedly written by Jesus’ half-brother, tells us that when Joseph saw Mary’s swollen belly after she returned from visiting Elizbeth, he threw himself on the ground, struck himself in the face, and wept bitterly, crying out in anguish to God. What an image that is!
         I think it is worthwhile to dwell here for a moment, and not to gloss over Joseph’s reaction too quickly, because it is a very real moment. So many depictions of the Holy Family show a serene couple with haloes around their heads. But this in-between place, when Joseph knows Mary is pregnant but has not yet heard from the angel nor actually seen this kid, shows that being blessed by God is not always idyllic. Making the right choice, the godly choice, the faithful choice, is very often not the easiest or smoothest choice, and it may very well overturn all the order and structure you previously enjoyed.
Like, here’s this man, Joseph, with an impeccable reputation, an upstanding and righteous guy who has the respect of his neighbors. And now, by no fault of his own, he is thrown into a scandal, and all the doubt, shame, and controversy that goes along with it. He is called into a mess he didn’t create, to protect a baby he did not sire, to love and care for a woman with a messy story. I mean, we think families are complicated now – the Holy Family is the epitome of a blended, unconventional family! Jesus is born out of wedlock to a mommy and two daddies – it’s a mega scandal! And in a culture in which reputation is everything, Joseph finds himself in a humiliating spot that threatens the order that had structured his whole existence. We must not take lightly Joseph’s role in this story!
         Thank God for that angel. I do wish I had more angelic input for the very tough decisions of life, right? Yet even still, I don’t want to jump past Joseph’s decision to stay with Mary. We so often laud Mary’s decision, and rightly so. Her beautiful words, “Here I am, a servant of the Lord. Let it be with me according to your will,” are a beacon of faith. The song she sings after that, the Magnificat (a setting of which we will sing today in Canticle of the Turning) is a revolutionary song for the ages! But I do so wish we had a song of Joseph, a song that wrestled with his understanding of his role in this plan. Because even with that angelic guidance and affirmation… Joseph’s decision to stay, and leave behind everything he had imagined for his life, is truly remarkable.
         Maybe some like to read this story and picture Joseph as a righteous and faithful man who, once he heard from the angel, never doubted again his role in all this, who always trusted in God. But not me. I like to imagine Joseph a little more like Ahaz – at first preferring to trust his own instincts rather than a sign from God – because I can relate to that. I like to imagine that Joseph, unlike Ahaz, did finally come to the right and faithful decision, but that he still grappled with moments of doubt and wondering – because that, too, is something I can relate to. I like to imagine Joseph sometimes even resenting the fact that being blessed by God, as generations since have assumed of this Holy little Family, doesn’t always look like getting everything you wanted or dreamed of; indeed, sometimes it means giving something up – because that is something that is real to me, too! Every time we say yes to God, it means saying no to something else, even something else we may have loved.
         Joseph shows us this. Joseph shows us that being faithful does not mean sacrificing your humanity, that being righteous does not mean being without doubt, and that being blessed does not mean getting your heart’s desire, but sometimes means giving up that desire.
         Yes, Joseph shows us this… and God shows us that even into this, God still comes. “He will be called Emmanuel,” says the prophet to Ahaz, says the prophet to us still. He will be God with us: God with us in our doubts, our resentments, our frustrations that God’s will doesn’t match up with our own. God with us when we’d really rather rely upon ourselves and our own ideas, rather than trust God’s sometimes wacky plans. God with us when we are scared about what lies ahead, when the journey looks long and rough, when we’re afraid of what people might say, when our reputation is on the line. God with us when our plans for our lives crumble.
         My kids are at an age right now where, even as they long to be independent, they also really still like to know we are there – it makes them feel safe. And so they are always asking, “Will you come with me (to the potty, to get my blankie, to the kitchen for a snack)? Will you come with me?” For us parents, it gets pretty tedious – sometimes we long for them to have more independence (“Just let me eat my breakfast!”)! But not for God. God never tires of being with us, whenever we know we need that presence, and even when we don’t know. That is the promise we celebrate these last days of anticipation, and every day thereafter: a virgin shall conceive a bear a child, and he will be called: God-with-us.
         Let us pray… O come, o come, Emmanuel. Come and be with us. Help us to trust like Joseph, even if we do not understand, and make us ever certain of your presence with us. In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

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